1150. 男人。女人。

Rant of the day: Busy... Busy... Busy...

读过一些两性专家的书籍，也听过他们在访谈里讲过的一些观念。你是否对他们所讨论的有所共鸣？老实说，很多时候我只是听听而已，并不完全赞成他们的一些观念。有时候，甚至觉得他们这“两性专家”的封号是如何得到的。是因为研究了很多很多男人女人的东西？还是对“性”比较有研究？还是自己的经历丰富？那如果是最后一个选项，你确定要信他/她的看法？因为如果有太多“两性”的经历，问题是不是出在他们自己？

很多时候，“专家”都会说“男人很难懂”因为男人什么都不说。是真的吗？我可觉得女人才难懂。举个例子，一个很常见的情侣对话……

男：你要吃什么？

女：随便。

男：吃中餐？

女：eeee。不喜欢。

男：吃牛扒？

女：不要。没有吃牛扒的feel。

男：吃意大利面？

女：又是意大利面！

男：那吃快餐？

女：不要！我在减肥。

男：那你到底要吃什么？

女：随便。

很常碰到这样的状况吧？同样的状况如果是男人说“随便”，那真的就随便了。去那儿吃都行。那到底是男人难懂还是女人难懂？

其实，没有好好的沟通，又怎么能了解彼此？完那种猜测的游戏其实真的很累。而男人往往对着种猜测的游戏没什么兴趣。如果要花太多时间猜来猜去，到了最后，男人就不想猜了。男人就会以“沉默”来对待。反正也不想猜，倒不如不讲话好了。俗语说：沉默是金。也没什么好讲的不是吗？

到了这时，女人就会说“男人什么都不说”。女人是不是很难懂？

好啦。那男人就说。就噼里啪啦的什么都说了。哪儿里不爽都告诉女人，省得以后又问。惨了惨了。因为女人这次又会说“原来你对我有这么多的不满！那你就去找别的女人好了。”女人是不是很难懂？

那男人以后就不说了。反正说也错，不说也错。说了女人又不能接受。多说多错。是不是很累？女人是不是很难懂？

1149. broke... really...

Rant of the day: Ulcers!!!!

I seriously needa cut down on spending this month. Scary aspects of GSS. Though I didn't really buy ALOT of stuff in large quantity, those small items I'd got since IT show do add up to quite an amount.

• 1 Lexmark wireless printer
• 1 Tommy Hilfiger shirt
• 2 Raoul shirts
• 1 Uniqlo polo tee
• 1 Uniqlo berms
• 2 iPhone 3GS casings

Broke~~~~~ *sigh*

Anyway, cleared part of a major task on Wednesday. Got a real experience on how a pro photographer truely works. In my opinion, I think this ang moh is seriously good. He's able to get the model (our own staff) into the mood for photography. Gives proper instructions. Shares his concepts and ideas. Quite an experience to work with him.

I hope my photography for wedding will have such pro photographers too. =P

1148. t.g.i.f

Rant of the day: Nose block GO AWAY!!!

I'm sooooooo looking forward to the weekend. Very tired!!! And very sick... My cold is not recovering fast. Still getting that nose block every now and then.

But... It's FRIDAY!!!

Friday will be a hectic but fun one (I hope). There's lots of things to complete and my entire afternoon will be out in one of the clinics. Here for 2 months and I'm already busy like crazy... Can't imagine further down the road.

But I'd enjoyed so far. The work. The people. It's fun and I'm feeling accomplished. My boss don't keep praises to herself. She is never shy of giving acknowledgement and encouragement. The kind of boss that everybody wants... seriously...

For now, I just wanna shout T.G.I.F.!!!

1147. 我要当DJ

Rant of the day: 我的天空今天有点灰……

我又落选了。第三次落选的心情并不好受。

虽然已做好心理准备，但始终无法放下难过，失望和失落的心情。就一直有那一种“难道我就这样了吗？”的感觉。参赛三次。没有一次成功。难道我就真的那么不适合当DJ？我真的就不过如此？我真的无法实现梦想？

也许我也到了停止做梦的年龄了。28岁……在两年就“三张没得找”了。更何况，我需要的支持也渐渐淡去。参赛前，dear问了我何时才不要继续参加这类型选拔比赛。虽然dear还是一直以她的方式支持我但从她的言谈，我能感觉到她的“话中有话”。意思浅浅：I think you should stop。今天知道入围名单后，她也没有什么意外和遗憾的表情。我难过。但我明白。

我想……我因该停止追梦了。（此刻很想哭）

我想……我不会再参加电台DJ选拔赛了。

我想……这样对大家都好。

我想……是时后继续过我这平凡的人生了。

我想……谢谢给予我支持的朋友。但对不起，令你们失望了。

我想……再说……“大家好。我是编号88的林威。我想当一名DJ……”

1146. statistics

Rant of the day: Humid like crap!!!

This post was supposed to be published yesterday but due to some crappy blogger issue that my entire post was GONE!!! Totally waste of my time...

Anyway, this post was supposed to be talking about my results for Sundown 10km run. The good thing nowadays after such running events, they will tabulate the result and statistics, which I find it really damn cool. Here's mine...

Overall, I really improved ALOT as compared to my last Standard Chartered Marathon 10km. But back then, I was still nursing a fracture ankle. And now, even though it is still swollen and painful at times, but it is pretty much manageable. At least I can jog slowly without stopping while enduring the pain. Perhaps, it's just for the sense of accomplishment.

Some photos taken on that day.

Before the run, a quick snap while there's still sun.

That's like freaking lots of people running! Young. Old. Uncles. Aunties.

The "chio bu" Arina running with make-up and fake eyelashes. She just finished her sister's wedding. That's why...

After run... Shag. Take a break while we enjoy performances by The Good Fellas.

New medal to hang on my bed.

Which run should I go next? Singapore Bay Run?