1141. 妞妞永别

Rant of the day: We weren't expecting this...

生离死别是一种很难表达的感觉。哭也就成为了理所当然的自然反应。刚刚不久，dear的家宠，妞妞，突然的过世了。走得太突然，大家也都没有心理准备。在傍晚的时候，它就像往常一样跑来跑去。所以当我们发现它卧底不起时，我和dear都不敢相信。

在抚摸它的遗体时，虽然还有一点的余温，但已完全僵硬。没了心跳，没了气息……它就这样默默地离开了。

虽然我当下没哭，但心却是纠结着。很难过……真的很难过……我还希望它只是昏睡半冬眠状态，但一切都是自欺欺人。我们一直呼唤着，但妞妞仍然一动也不懂得躺在角落。

*心痛*

回家的路上，我再巴士里默默得落泪。反应是如此的自然，如此的不由自主。脑海里还一直播放着它一见到就扑上来的画面。我再也听不到它撒娇的声音。我再也无法轻拍它的额头。

妞妞，你一路好走。来世投胎做人。不要再做狗狗了。永别了……

1140. buys

Rant of the day: Makan makan makan...

Been buying stuff recently but guess I will need them.

My laptop mouse decided to give way after serving me for coming 3 years. But seriously, this is the first time I see a mouse break this way and I didn't do much to it.

So I got a new one from PowerLogic and it's pretty nice. Love the DPI specs at that price. Plus, I like this new uni-retractable design. Wondering where's the USB cable?

It's found underneath. Turn it over.

Open the cover and there is the USB!

Pull out the cable till desired length and close the cover.

Turn it over. Nice~~~ Very portable right? Love it and it's white!!!

And besides this, bought ties for work as well. Have to wear them everyday so, need to get them ready. 3 for $30 at a push cart outside Suntec Carrefour. Not expensive and the designs are very attractive!

This is probably the weirdest buy for men... the male "corset"! Not exactly weird lah. It's actually a compression top design to compress the body mass during workouts for more effective build. If I'm not wrong, quite a few sports brands had already released theirs. I got these from Spanx at Tangs. Besides wearing it during workout, it can also be worn as under shirts for a better shape body.

But it's not cheap. $139 for 1. I got 2, 1 white and 1 black. Luckily I had requested for Tangs vouchers for my farewell to offset most of the price and I only paid $28. Haha... Got these mainly for wedding shoots and banquet. I have to look nice right?

Coming Saturday will be my first work on weekend. Hmmmmmmm...

1139. adapting

Rant of the day: Need to wear tie everyday...

I'm still attempting to adapt to the new environment but perhaps I haven't been a "newbie" for quite a while (4 good years in fact), felt pretty lost at times and not sure where to start and what to do. But I'm pretty sure I'll get the hang of the job real soon.

Missing out the peeps in old office but I'm sure they are doing fine without me around. Now I really need to adapt to this whole new working hours. But it's actually the traveling that kills. 1 hour!!! I must get use to this man...

Oh I need to say this... My new colleagues are friendly!!!

1138. 哭过就好？

Rant of the day: 很累了……都还没开始。

好一个愚人节……

梁文音又一首《哭过就好了》。但现实生活中，这是不切实际的。哭过就不会地震吗？哭过就不会有核反应？哭过难道灾民的生活就自然恢复？离我近一点的当然是我和dear的婚事。哭过，问题依然存在。

古人有一句话却是相当正确：竹门对竹门、木门对木门。

当“竹门”对上了“木门”，问题是接踵而来。有如海啸似的。一波又一波的滔滔巨狼一直往我们的身上涌上。而我们就像是漂浮的房屋，被冲来又冲去。

结婚并不是两个人的事，而是两家人的事。但是，最起码两方都必须搞清楚是谁嫁谁和谁娶谁。而决定全是该归谁掌握。

不是不要妥协。而是连基本的“尊重”和“守承诺”都搞不好，要如何谈呢？

最可怜的还是我的宝贝。被夹在中间。真的很想直接到Ah Ma家讲清楚。决定了的事，就不要说反话。口舌这么多，反而对婚事不吉利。什么正月半年的是，我家可是完全不信。生辰八字生肖几日都算好了，为什么要改？Because over-writing decisions made by parents is extremely disrespectful.

好在我妈很直接。为了不让我们烦恼，自己提出见家长来讲清楚。因为她始终是男方娶媳妇的权威。她的话最大。

奉劝跟我们一样“竹门+木门”的朋友在考虑结婚时，真的要有心理准备。因为在谈婚论嫁时，只是问题的开始。来日的问题可多着呢……

还有，外人请闭嘴！不要越帮越忙。