768. zirca

Rant of the day: I feel fat...

Guess you know about the closure of MoS and the replacement by Zirca.

We were there just to check out that place and were sort of prepared for high covers but thanks to dear's friend (who happened to be there) had the sms invites and we entered FREE! Haha... And guess what, there was free flow of selected cocktails till about 11 plus!

The concept is sort of incorporating cirque and other fringe performances, together with the dance club. The only bad point is that the Zirca is not linked to the other 2 rooms under the same company -- Rebel (RnB room) and Yello Jello (Retro room). Which means you will have to re-queue again! Sianz...

As for the music, unfortunately, they plays only dance music. Not really my cup of tea but I'm ok with it though. I'm more of a RnB person lar.

The moment we walked in, the hanging peeps caught our attention almost immediately. Absolutely cool lar! Photo quality sucks lar.

As the night goes on, there were also performances by skimpily dressed dancers. Hip-hop dancers, pole dancers and other sexy dancers.

The large lighted background suddenly transformed itself to a stage! Managed to record the first act. Haha...

Think the covers ain't that expensive also. Will be there again if I have the time, energy and money to spare. Who wants to go?

767. euthanasia

Quote of the day: Who should decide whether you live or die?

Group project discussion are never fun when everyone is extremely tired and sleepy. The brain simply not running lor. On auto shut down mode...

But I'm glad things moved on with something.

Euthanasia (安乐死) has always been a hot topic since I was in secondary school. Who can decide whether should you move on to another phase of life? The family members? Doctor? Yourself?

Ask yourself this -- if you are terminally ill and death is just around the corner, do you want to:
1) Continue living till your heartbeat halt? In this, you incur heavier financial, emotional and physical burden to those around you. Also, continue with all the pain and sufferings.
2) Opt to end your life? With this, lighten the financial and physical burden. Emotional wise, time will wash the pain away. Also, stop all the pain and sufferings once and for all.

Tough choice? I might prolly choose (2). I had seen too many pain on those who are terminally ill and there is practically no second option.

But there are too many things to consider. As we all know, Singapore has yet to allow euthanasia to be practise legally. What I can think of are the following factors that had caused the gahmen to put the plan on hold for sooooooooo long:

1) Ethical issues
Does euthanasia equates to committing suicide or allowing murder? Logically, a live is lost isn't it? Allowing euthanasia could means the society now accepts peeps to commit or attempt suicide and there could be no excuse to it. Technically, when a person attempt suicide is when this person wishes to stop any the pains and sufferings (physically and/or mentally).

Also, with euthanasia, it could means life now is so cheap and has no longer any meanings to it. Life might be taken lightly from than on since anyone can end it legally.

On another point, such euthanasia should be administered by a doctor. We are all brought up in the ideological society where doctor saves lives. So, if they are allowed to perform euthanasia on their willing patients, aren't they directly/indirectly killing someone?

2) Religious issues
Most religion deem ending a living life a sin. There will be circulation of objections by religious groups. How can we kill ourselves? It is the same as killing a living thing. To the Christian, "thou shall not kill" stops others from killing. Think there is something similar to the Muslims and the Buddhist and I believe, most religion practices something like that.

3) Social issues
When the society allows such euthanasia, will the social culture mutate? Seeing your friends and family all opt for euthanasia, you will sort of be influenced to take up euthanasia too right? It's the "you do it so I also wanna do it" kinda mentality. Isn't it scary?

If you "kill" yourself, who will be there for your family? If you are married, your better half will be widowed. Your kids will lose a father/mother. The family will be "unnaturally" broken. Emotionally, the kids might have adverse effects and yet, they are still in the growing stage. This might lead to mental issues in the future.

So, do you support euthanasia?

766. mannequin

Rant of the day: Not enough manpower! Still having more than 70 outstanding emails!

I love this song!!! Britney's new album, Circus, will be out in December.

Not sure if I had put up this video before. It's Britney's dance rehearsal for the song, Mannequin. Fark lar. See liao make me legs itchy... wanna go clubbing again.

765. scholarship

Rant of the day: Why Deric like to poo poo and shh shh outside his designated tray?

I can't imagine the 1 week school break is gonna be over soon! I've yet to enjoy myself and it's back to school again. So fast...

Guess almost everyone in class heard about the splitting of class into 2 and be conducted by 2 different lecturers for the coming module. Perhaps due to the size of the class and it had to be split in order to complete all presentation. But think about it again, wouldn't there be a discrepancy with the scoring criteria since the class is now graded by different people? Bias will exist ya?

Just heard that there was this scholarship application thingy earlier on and I wasn't informed! the application deadline is long OVER! So sad right? The school puts everything online, assuming that we will all know. But seriously, not everyone has the time to login to the slow portal and reads the stuff there. And also, the message weren't spread by the rest of the class properly.

Perhaps when it comes to such money matters, everyone just keep it for themselves. Inform one person less means less one competitor right? So now, Glenn's gonna help me ask if the school is willing to take in another application even though is almost 2 weeks behind the deadline.

It's really tough to support the school fees and daily expenses yourself when your pay isn't that level yet. The school fees already zapped away most of my salary and savings, leaving just a lil enough for food, transport and miscellaneous expenses due to commitment. Many might not even have an idea what kinda of life I'm living.

Scrimp and save so that I will have enough for school fees.

Scrimp and save so that I can hang out with my friends.

Scrimp and save so that I can go pak tor with dear.

Unfortunate not to be borned with a sliver spoon in my mouth?

Was chatting to Glenn a while ago and perhaps, he is right about something -- when I finish my study, I will be so proud of myself that I finally achieved it with my own bare hands. Those who had their school fees paid by family will never experience such sense of achievement in their life...

Now, fortuante not to be borned with a sliver spoon in my mouth?

Guess it all depends on how we look at our own life right? Whether unfortunate or fortunate, it is a life that we have to keep moving forward. Our life can never be moving backward fyi.

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Spent the whole Sunday away from laptop. Sort of enjoyed it. Breakfast at MacD with mum. Lunch and shopping at Ikea with mum, dear, brother and Kelly. More shopping at a pet megastore at Pasir Ris Farmway. Watch TV with mum for the whole evening. Drove dear home while cursing and swearing at those seriously STUPID drivers.

Life can be so simple without Internet. Haha...

764. 明天以后

Rant of the day: I'm so farking tired lar...

好歌就是要一起分享。大家都常看到Raymond林峰的电视连续剧在优频道或8频道上放映。没想到他唱歌也是蛮有味道的。能唱能演又高大威猛的男艺人老实说，真的不多了。而现在在市场上最亮眼的这类男艺人，应该就是Raymond了。女人喜欢、男人妒忌。

现在就来听听他最新专辑里与泳儿合唱的主打歌，《明天以后》。这首歌不好唱噢！

763. crazy people

Question of the day: 懒人屎尿多。我不懒。但是为什么我的屎尿也多呢？难道是因为我“堵懒”(read "du lan") 吗？

Met 2 crazy people at Dhoby Ghaut NEL MRT in a mere 5min. A lady who wants to play the "musical chair" with me and a man who suddenly shouted "fuck you" damn loudly into his mouth piece.

Dear and I found a seat in the station while waiting for the train to arrive. She sat down first. I nudged my bag and wanna take a sit. Just as my butt barely touches the seat, a mid-aged auntie sat down behind me and pushed my butt out. Fun ah? Looks like she really missed the fun of musical chair.

Then, as we were waiting for the train, a guy in his twenties suddenly shouted "fuck you" into his mouth piece attached to his mobile. Eh, relac lar young man. The phone waves can only take up to a decibel. No point shouting into your phone like that. And anyway, the person at the other end had prolly pulled his/her phone away from their ear. So shout for what? Like to shout, go KTV and use mic lor.

Crazy people...

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The complain against the lecturer began to light up again. And this time, the class rep is writing a formal complain letter to the school. Not just the existing lao jiaos, even the newly joined peeps also wish to have a say in this complain.

Whatever the case is, we wouldn't be taught by her again... right?

762. write songs

Rant of the day: I dread stepping into office every morning...

I keep forgetting about buying batteries for my alarm clock until when I'm back home, in my bedroom and looking at it now! Shit man. Getting old...

Anyway, it's good to know that your friend is getting married soon. But the not exactly very good news is that she wants me to help her compose a song for her and the hubby to sing and to be played during her wedding dinner!

Erm... well... I did wrote a handful of songs lar but not "joyful" songs lor! My songs are typically the emo type. What if it sounded sad? What if the song turns out funny? What if it sucks? What if I screw up the atmosphere? Shit man. Why am I worrying so much? I think I better try composing a versatile song in case her hubby don't wanna sing (because she say he cannot sing properly).

Hmmmmmm. What a challenge!

Remember David Archutela? Yup, the super young boy from American Idol (was it season 5?) who came up strong and steady to clinch the runner up position. His vocal is really good! Here's his new song, Crush, from his first album.

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush

'Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
'Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

761. strongly disagree

Rant of the day: I wanna X'mas to come quickly...

Dammit. This is my first time someone rated "strongly disagree" for my workshop on the presenter's effectiveness. I know if I'm good or not by just looking at the response of the class ok. Looking at today's class participation, I think I'm damn good lar. So I'll assume the person see the scale wrongly.

Whatever...

I'm getting busier as day goes by. Now, to a point where it's hard to breathe... AGAIN!!! When I was asked if I enjoyed/satisfied with what I'm doing during my mid-year appraisal, guess what I said to my bosses?

"This is just a job for me to support my school fees. I don't like what I'm doing except when I'm talking in front of people during seminars or workshops. That was when I felt I'm alive and self-satisfied."

Not sure if my reply was fool-hardy and reckless one or if I'm brave to say such things to my bosses. But seriously, there is so lil things to make me feel passionate about my job. And really, I'm staying on because I need the money to support my daily expenses and school fees.

Cheng commented something really interesting -- do the bosses "enjoyed" or feel "self-satisfied" on what they are doing when they ask their staff such questions during appraisal? I think they are just following through the "motion". Ask for the sake of asking...

I now dread to go to work everyday...

760. renovation

Rant of the day: I feel my presence when I'm talking in front of people...

If you realised, my blog is under-going some "renovation" right now and it's gonna take a while to look slightly nicer as I'm still figuring out the codes. I'm still trying to migrate those stuff from my previous blog template to this one. And yes, I'm using their default skin now because of the archival widget. Much neater right?

In the meantime, I'll still update when I need to scream.

759. free advert

Rant of the day: I'd wasted my Sunday too... =(

Ok, I'd promised my buddy to help him do a small advert announcement for him, even though looking at the number of visitors are pathetic lar. But I guess you will never know who is really reading your blog right?

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Ok, I'm not earning anything out of this advert but to help out my friend. Anyway, since the economy is quite bad, it might be time for some companies to seek help. So, call my friend if you really need it. Save your business before it's too late.

758. dinner and dance

Rant of the day: I got no life... ;-(

Obviously I got no life till the point that I'm blogging now...

I'm just back home after Dinner and Dance. Was hoping that the Saturday night will not be wasted, especially it is after my exam, it's time to relax. But in the end, it's WASTED! No clubbing... No KTV... So sad...

Anyway, let the photos do some talking.

My only photo that sort of captured what I wore. So depress. Cannot find an appropriate white vest. Wasted my day today searching for it also in Bugis area. Ended up buying watermelon juice instead of searching. Black fitting shirt, $59.90, from Zara. Skinny white tie, $18, from 77th Street. White leather belt with cross buckle, $30++, from Guess. Dark denim, $69.90, from Levi Strauss Signature. White leather loafers (not shown), $99, from Pedro. Watch with interchangeable straps, $200++, from Titus.

Yup, a photo to show my lil brother and I working in the same organisation. If there is any retrenchment exercise, we could both jolly well lose our job together. Nice... And yes, my brother is wearing my black vest!!!

That's me with the mascots. Introducing Elvis and Marilyn! Gosh... The Elvis too tall and scrawny lar!

I'm trying to fake a photo at the piano can? I seriously know nuts about the "tao gehs" thing.

Members on our table. Judy is missing as she's really missing somewhere in Suntec at the point of shoot. Haha.

The food was good. Not excellent but really, what can you expect when you only paid $8? There's already sharkfin soup, salmon, prawns with wasabi and a really nice pomelo desert! Of course, there are other stuff lar.

Ah... I'm still so bored!!! There goes my Saturday.

*sigh*

757. my phone

Rant of the day: So sad...

I think passing the paper shouldn't be a problem but scoring it is the problem. Think I might get my very first credit. S-H-I-T!!! There goes my degree with distinction liao.

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Anyway, I don't think I'll ever get another Sony Ericsson phone. Sent my phone for repair for the third time in a year! Yes, I haven't even used it for more then a year! It just kept restarting... restarting... and restarting like 4 to 6 times a day. How irritating can it get.

So I'm sort of caught in the middle now. I cannot upgrade my phone because my contract has yet to pass 12 months. I cannot buy new phone without contract because my wallet don't allow. I got no time to keep sending my current phone for repair even though I know the problem will comes back. The service centre REFUSED to change a new model for me even though they sort of already know this model SUCKS big time.

I didn't mean to be a difficult customer at the service centre but they sort of peeved me and mum off totally. All they can do is to change a motherboard. If the problem lies with the model, will changing motherboard helps? It's gonna come back right? Totally brainless.

When probed on the request to change new phone if I come back for the forth time, guess what the supervisor at the Wisma Atria service centre says... "There's nothing I can do." Seriously, if your company opens up a service centre, pays you to be a supervisor, and there's nothing you can do, I think it's time for you to pack you bag and go home.

Whatever the case is, it takes just one bad experience to change a person's attitude and perception to a brand, product or services.

Come to think about it, I had been using Sony Ericsson's phone for many years. Since T65 to K750i to K800i and now, W910i, I had always been quite a faithful user but things are going to change. No more other Sony Ericsson... at least for now...

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It's Dinner and Dance tomorrow and I was trying to dress like Rain on his latest album cover but I think I'd flunked. Cannot find a good and affordable white vest! Either too expensive or not right design or no size. Sian...

But at least I got my white Pedro shoes, black Zara fitting shirt and white skinny tie. So together with my dark Levi Strauss Signature jeans and my white Guess belt, think I don't look so bad lar. Still can make it, except nothing close to Rain of course. So sad...

Really wanna go clubbing since I'm already so properly dressed but dear fell sick and prolly no one else would wanna go clubbing nowadays. Wear so nice but no one to see. So sad... But dear, please rest well ok. Drink more water. Recover liao then we go clubbing again. =)

756. neurological test‏

Good deed of the day: I donated blood again. It's like an annual task. Haha...

How do you know if your brain is working fine? Take the following test. Sit back, relax and stay CALM! Oh yes, don't play cheat by using your cursor and highlight hor!

Qn 1. Find "C" below.

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOCOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Qn 2. Attempt only after you have complete Qn 1. Find "6".

9999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999 9999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999 9999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999 9999699999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999 9999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999 9999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999

Qn 3. Now, find "N".

MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMNMMMM MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

If you were able to pass these 3 tests, you can cancel your annual visit to your neurologist. Your brain is great and you're far from having Alzheimer Disease. Congratulations!

755. voice demo

Rant of the day: My chest felt a lil pain now...

I think I should start preparing my voice demo to send to 93.3FM. Need to know what to say, how to say and get it recorded. Seriously, even though I wish I can be a DJ, I'm not exactly sure if I fit the bill.

It's dear's accounting paper tomorrow. Dear, 加油! I know you can do it. Muacks! While dear will be in school in the morning, I need to reach school in the evening just to submit the assignment. Ok, it's alot of hard work from the team. Great job peeps.

Can't imagine my weekend just ended. I had not been enjoying my weekends recently. So sad. It's either school work or other miscellaneous stuff that kept me occupied, not exactly in the most enjoyable way. But I'll be on leave on coming Thursday to study for my exam... erm... on coming Friday. Shit! Just 1 day to study.

I'm sure most Chinese song listeners would had heard of this group - 神木与瞳. Their songs are really good. If you realised, the song that is currently playing is their song. That was their first wave.

Now, enjoy another of their hit, 草戒指.

再見說在額頭 原來淚也會痛 倒流心中怎麼麻醉也沒用
深呼吸一分鐘 愛突然的詞窮 你狠狠甩開我沉默的手彷彿就劇終

草戒指在手中 像句點的沉默 woo...
明天 以後 愛變成了問候

愛不愛都痛 我以為我懂 最後你要自由 woo...
忘了溫柔要套在手中

到最後 該不該回頭 如果我開口 愛繼續往前走 woo...
幸福聽著分開的藉口

再見說在額頭 原來淚也會痛 倒流心中怎麼麻醉也沒用
深呼吸一分鐘 愛突然的詞窮 你狠狠甩開我沉默的手彷彿就劇終

草戒指在手中 像句點的沉默 woo...
明天 以後 愛變成了問候

愛不愛都痛 我以為我懂 最後你要自由 woo...
忘了溫柔要套在手中

到最後 該不該回頭 如果我開口 愛繼續往前走 woo...
幸福聽著分開的藉口

愛不愛都痛 我以為我懂 最後你要自由 woo...
忘了溫柔要套在手中

到最後 該不該回頭 如果我開口 愛繼續往前走 woo...
幸福聽著分開的藉口
草戒指套在誰的手中

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Just to quickly share this funny joke. Laugh it loud now... Haha...

Dr. Quek made a routine house call to Mr. Lim, one of his elderly patients.

He asks, "And how are you doing today, Mr. Lim?"

Mr. Lim replies, "I feel just fine, doc. But you know, it's the strangest thing. Every night when I get up to pang jio, the bathroom light goes on for me automatically when I open the door!"

The doctor is worried that the old man is getting senile, so he phones the man's son, and the son's wife answers.

The doctor tells her, "Mrs. Lim, I'm a little concerned about your father-in-law. Tt seems that when he gets up to urinate at night and opens the bathroom door, the light somehow goes on..."

At which point, Mrs. Lim yells, "Aiyoh, Ah Seng! Ah Pa pang jio in the fridge again!"

754. walk

Special note: It doesn't matter to me whether are you gaining weight or not. It's you that matters to me...

I walked home from dear's place just now...

I need some time for nothing and no one else but myself. Alot of things flashes through my mind. All snippets of memories, words and people. Tears accumulated at the corners of my eyes. Tears dried up as breeze kissed my face.

Maybe I deserved what's happening to me...

Maybe I am the problem...

Maybe I shouldn't even exist...

Shit! Why am I typing all these when I rushing my project!

753. 满嘴螺丝

Rant of the day: My throat feels strained...

今天的workshop办得还不错。至少我本人觉得我仍然是branch里最会主持这类活动的人。不是脸皮厚，但是老实说，branch里没几个能够撑像seminar或workshop这类型的场面。能够自然的演讲。能够给准确的答案。能够乱哈拉但不伤大雅。能够成为全场焦点。能够保持现场的气氛。

老实说，对以上的强项我是满自豪的。哈哈……

但是今天的新闻播报课，却觉得自己超孬种。很想却一直不敢自告奋勇的在班上念新闻稿。很害怕会频吃螺丝。去年的明星DJ比赛时，已经领教过念新闻简讯念到满嘴螺丝了。可能就是这样，一直由心理障碍。很怕在不认识的人面前“丢脸”。

真的是惭愧……

五天的DJ课程一眨眼就要了结。说真的，学的都是非常表面的东西。可能是时间的关系而致课程只能覆盖表面的东西。很可惜。如果能有机会到现场的录音室去现场体会的话会是最理想的。如果能安排我们上空中说话会是最棒的！Ok，我在痴人说梦话了。哈哈！

Hmmmmm……下一届的明星DJ争霸赛会是几时？我一定要参加！一定要比上一次做得更好！

752. 培训课程

Rant of the day: 好累……好累……

电台DJ培训课程已过了一半了。大致上都很逗趣、很搞笑。超爱慧诗和玛丽的课。真的是笑翻了！！！今天更高兴的是能拿到玛丽的亲笔签名！她是我很欣赏的DJ哦！就觉得她很机智也很灵活，反应非常快。不是每一名DJ都能做到像玛丽这样出色的。

当然，突然觉得我似乎离我的DJ梦越来越远了。为什么呢？

第一，93.3FM好像已饱和了。DJ人数已足够了。虽然是不排除会在接受具有潜质的DJ，但机会是多么多么的渺茫啊……

第二，班里的学生都似乎人才济济。想突出自己的优点谈何容易。

第三，对自己的能力保持很大的怀疑。觉得只能说，不会写。这样的DJ很难立足。

第四，虽然已有头绪因该如何把自己“介绍”出去。但是，会有消息吗？

嗨……还是上完了这个课程再看看要如何pick up吧。好没有信心哦……

跟大家分享这个超搞笑的对话。是今天发生的！！！

公司电话响起。
我：Good afternoon XXXX. This is Eric speaking. How may I help?
他：My payroll department people just downloaded the trial Offline Application.
*很长的pause*
我：And?
他：Are you aware?
我：（我当然aware啦！你刚刚说了嘛！）Ok and?

很奇怪。打电话进来不问问题，却make a statement。那我要怎样帮呢？打求助热线就是要求助的嘛。打通了又不“求助”。真的不知道要如何形容。又好哭、又好笑。

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今天是K-Pop的演唱会。Dear有机会能出席但似乎玩得不是很高兴。但至少能看到她的偶像Wonder Girls。还唱了两首歌。不错了啦。

似乎又是一个很快走红的韩国团体，2PM。跳得还不错哦！如果我也能跳到这样好的话就好咯！

751. rude laptop

Rant of the day:

My laptop just rudely restarted... All thanks to the updating of my Adobe stuff.

It's blardy rude lor! Was happily typing halfway and pop... the laptop restarted. Irritating!!!

I'm gonna get really busy in office again. 雪特！

750. emotion fridge

Rant of the day: 我不会哄女孩……我也需要人来哄……

I don't know how to start or where to start...

I had been staring at this page for a good 20min and still nothing comes out. I know I should write something to vent or release my frustration but it's gonna hurt, so decided to keep within myself.

Like what Hans used to describe me -- emotion fridge. Sometimes it's better to reserve some stuff to myself.

I'm feeling very emotionally and mentally stressed... strained... stale...

*sigh*

Think I go cut nails lah...