781. nice body

Rant of the day: Mentally abused...

Saw this on Joey's blog. Damn funny! Totally NOT sexy at all! Haha... Enjoy.

The bad thing about blog is that I cannot write anything I feel now. 'Cause I know whatever I wrote here, things happen. People react to my emotions. And I thought I finally found a place to express my feelings freely and people can understand me better... but I thought wrongly...

So, I'm almost back to an emotional fridge again. Hans gave me this nickname -- emotional fridge. And I kinda felt it indeed an apt description. Storing emotions within. I can't say what I feel and what I'm thinking and now I can't blog it too.

*sigh*

Anyway, mum will be home tomorrow! Yeah! Wondering what fantastic photos she took at Yun Nan. I haven't been to China and I felt that I should go once to appreciate the beauty of nature. And yes, I wanna climb the Great Wall of China! I wanna see Tiananmen and also, Shanghai!

And I still think that I should find a chance to go Macau. I don't gamble lar. But heard that they have very interesting nightlife! But I wanna go Spain too! Wait, still got Japan... Korea... Australia... New Zealand... Hong Kong... Taiwan... London...

Reality check -- no money... So sad...

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Everytime dear and I pass by the lingerie shop, she never fails to exclaim how she wish to have a body like those almost naked models. It never fails to amuse me with such remarks -- "If only I have that kind of body..."! Seriously, do all girls think the same way?

Lemme tell you what most guys think, or at least what I think. To me, it is merely nice to have a girlfriend with such yummilicious contours. But, it is not necessary. I can live with someone who does not have a nice body too. Anyway, I don't have it either.

Having such body line, only makes a guy feel totally insecure, unless he also have a fantastic lean and mean body. Because, every other men on the street will be ogling at the girl's ass and hoping that he can lay his hands on them! No way that I wanna let my girl to be the sex fantasies for other men. Also, you will never know if a pumped up body, cute looks and loaded with cash guy will appear and hook your own girl away!

Isn't this the same for the girls? You will feel insecure if you man is way too good looking than the normal men on the street right?

All I want in my girlfriend is to love me. Don't need to be exceptionally curvaceous or alluring but don't look too "sorry" or too "erm... ya..." lar. Just someone to love me, take care of me, support me and respect me. Not too sure for other guys though...

PS: My wife MUST know who to cook a proper meal for the family. Hahaha...